DO TRUE LOVE EXIST?

i do not know. There is someone that i am very very admire, not admire is not the perfect word to express my feeling toward him but love. Once, i was dreaming to tie a knot with him one day.But i had waited for many years to tell him that i really like him since now i still do not have a courage to tell him. when every time i see him my cheek will blush and my lip can not stop smiling is that we called true love.Now i am working for part time and i try to usha mengusha boy (not the same boy) , he is working near my shop. Some said when someone smile at us it mean he/her like us. I do not know if those thing does not work with you because it does work to me. So one day when i have a chance to smile at him suddenly my lip froze it does not mean i am a coward or whatever but i know that smile is fake. I think i should better wait again for the boy that i was dreaming to tie a knot with who know maybe someday it really gone be happen. If he can not be my boyfriend he still can be my imaginary boyfriend.

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